The Sky is Crying

May 12, 2024 / aggiemurch / Leave a comment

Written and Produced for you by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side.

“Look Granny, The sky is crying,” David says as he peeks out from underneath our umbrella. And we laugh because the rain is soft and light and warm and we know that it is just a little late May-time cry from the sky. And of course it is raining because the cottage windows have just been washed.

The park Elderflowers are bowed down with the rain

First I see his ladder, it wobbles as he perches it up against the study windowsill before ringing the door bell.

“ello Aggie – I saw you was back.”

“Perfect Chris – I have been thinking about you wondering when we would catch up. How have you been?”

“All right – middling you know.” And together we laugh as old friends do. Chris drives up from Sussex and parks his van somewhere in Camden. His tools are simpler now, an old wooden six-foot ladder that is wrapped in cloth and duct tape to protect the windows, a black plastic bucket, spray bottle of dish soap, window wiper, and cloth. He has a route of regulars through Camden, up Parkway and Regent’s Park Road before curling down through Primrose Hill until he has had enough for the day and can circle back to Camden, load up his van and drive home before the commute traffic gets too full.

“You’re limping more,” I say to Chris, Such is our familiarity over close to 20 years that I can say such things.

“it’s uh cyst on my muscle,” he replies. “Never heard of such a thing.” And he limps up and down the stairs. Chris is a London lad who, with his move to Sussex, has dipped his toes into semi-country living. He is old school and while he will go to the doctor he will not voluntarily step foot in a hospital. With Dickinsonian knowledge he knows well that you can die in there. As Chris does less for us – I pay him more. No longer able to hoist a big expandable ladder, nor not steady enough to carry our flimsy one upstairs, he no longer clears out the junk and leaves from our gutters. There was a time when he could reach the outside of the upstairs kitchen window and then help me replant out that lonely flower box. But no more. He can’t get up on the ladder and I can’t get onto the kitchen window ledge. About an hour in it is time to ask.

“ Would you like a cup of tea now Chris?”

“Oh, wouldn’t mind at all.” And so I make the tea. Chris is close to finishing up but the tea must come as tea break – not the end of the job. With milk, no sugar, and two biscuits. Chris needs the break and I sit down beside him. It is time to talk over matters most serious. But before we start Walter comes up to say hello and goodbye. Chris doesn’t quite stand up but returns Walter greeting.

“Morning Sir, you are keeping her well then I see.” While my husband chuckles his response I feel like an elderly dairy cow – still producing. But this again is our familiarity. Now it is time to get comfortable with our conversation.

Chris tells me of his sister in France – doing well with her family. And then it is on to politics.

John Swinney is sworn in as First Minister of Scotland – Photo from Hollyrood

The Scottish National Party is doing the Highland Reel with their changing of the presidential guard – for a moment longer – the leading Scottish governmental party with the First Mister of Scotland, and have just chucked out their leader Humza Yousaf as First Minister. He seemed to go quietly – almost too quietly – some saying he fell on his own sword with his dismissal of a collaboration with the Green Party and then begging them back to no avail. Sir John Swinney steps up to the helm, saying he will continue Yousaf’s independence strategy. A brown man steps down for a white one – who – admittedly is apparently untarnished – unlike Nicola’s Sturgeon’s husband Peter Murrell or her mentor Alex Salmond, neither one as yet in jail for any financial slipping and sliding and who both look like 19th century Moreland farmers still eating beef in quantities over and above the necessary calories for sitting around in government houses. Stepping up to the microphone as the new first minister, Sir John Swinney is trimmer. At first this looks like a right old stitch up, but maybe he is a guiding tugboat bringing this limping ship of the Scottish National party into safe waters. It remains to be seen.

Prime Minister Boris Johnson with his dog Dilyn after voting at a polling station in London in 2022. (Photo: AP/Matt Dunham)

Meanwhile Chris and I continue, curling our lips in mock horror at the buffoonery of Boris Johnson showing up to vote in the English by-elections without any ID – a law brought in by his government under his watch – and his – “you’ve seen me with my terrier dog on a lead” – just does’t cut it. We shake our heads in mutual disdain. Now the tea is finished, and it is time for Chris to carry on along his rounds and we say goodbye until he comes knocking on our door again in a few month’s time. I will see him through the summer, with his little ladder propped up against the window of a rock and roll bar on Parkway.

As the by-election results come in we watch the Tory party begin to implode. Rishi Sunak holds a tight grin as he speaks and congratulates the few Tories who have held onto their seats. A photo-op occurs in an Indian Restaurant where he is filmed chopping carrots with such inefficiency that the by-standing chefs are biting their lips and holding a tight smile as if watching a child with a knife for the first time. The Labour Party Leader, Sir Keir Starmer tries to look hard-working and casual as he goes about the country congratulating those who have worked hard on winning their labour seats. Poor man – someone should tell him that a white tee shirt under a jumper doesn’t suit every male figure. And all this hopping about the country for these by-elections puts the real business of government aside. The Conservatives are in the process of taking a whipping at the polls and government ministers are shuffling from one foot to another, not yet quite sure where to land and where to speak.

But Foreign Secretary Sir David Cameron has stayed busy, and along with the French President Emmanuel Macron, committed money and arms to Ukraine while still trying to broker any kind of peace in the Middle East. Russia’s President Putin has plenty to say about that.

The student protests with Pro-Palestinian sympathies about the bombing of Gaza are growing around the world, each country’s universities going about their demonstrations in their own cultural way. On the campuses here in England, because so far there are no overt clashes between the students, the administration and police, they are not covered by the evening news. While the young students and some professors already know the cost of speaking out, they are prepared to do so. When asked by the Guardian columnist Nesrine Malik about the cost – of their education, their reputation – a student replied, “The students in Gaza don’t have schools to protest in; they don’t have medical care to be taken away from them. This is nothing compared to what they’re experiencing.” Could it be that this time it is the young of the world who can silence the guns of war.

This has been A Letter from A. Broad. Written and produced for you by Muriel Murch

And always overseen by – beatrice @ murchstudio.com

Fading Flags

April 27, 2024 / aggiemurch / 2 Comments

Written and produced by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side.

Driving out along the lagoon, over the mountain, and down the twisting road through the Redwoods into another town, the large Ukrainian flags are faded and torn but still fluttering under the trees.

They look weary like the soldiers themselves must be. That war, between Russia and Ukraine, is into its second year and is now being jostled out of the headlines and overtaken by the three way shootout that is occurring between Gaza, Israel and Palestine. The weariness that is shown by the torn Ukrainian flags is but a reflection of the faces of both the Ukrainian and Russian soldiers. Satellite pictures of Russian graveyards show their expansion and a rough estimate is over 50,000 Russian and 31,000 Ukrainian troops killed from this war so far. Mothers do not like to hear such numbers and know that their sons are among the fallen.

Daily, more young, untrained Russian boys and old men are sent into battle to wear down the Ukrainian military. In 2022 the Russian Wagner leader Yevgeny Prigozhin began recruiting prisoners for his private army – until that all went pear shaped and ‘angry words were spoken’. Shortly after that Prigozhin was killed in a plane crash. But – to no one’s surprise – the Russian defense minister has continued with the same policy, containing the stipulation that enlisted prisoners must fight until they die or the war is over – whichever comes first. Prison recruits remain crucial to the success of the Meat Grinder… The modern term for Cannon Fodder.

Nobody really knows how many Russian and Ukrainian solders or civilians are dying. But all Russians steeped in their history know, from Tolstoy’s War and Peace to Maylis De Kerangal’s Eastbound, war in Russia is carried genetically through ancestral bloodlines. For the Ukraine it is not a lot different – maybe the war dead figures are more honest – it is hard to tell. President Zelensky is anxious and impatient calling for the military aid package just passed by the US Congress over the weekend to be delivered now – not in six months time.

Back in London, though there are no more welcome signs for refugees from any country, this war is still on the page. The prancing dance that is happening with Putin, the West, China and the East is keeping at least some journalists on their toes.

London welcomes me back into a land of brown people and I am grateful. There is kindness all around me. I push my trolly-load of luggage towards the parked taxi driver at the airport, who, when we reach the cottage, brings my suitcases inside and lifts them onto the spare bed.

But our UK Government remains as tight, shortsighted and corrupt as ever. Another Tory minister resigns here, mud is slung at Angela Rayner the labour Deputy Prime Minister there, and, goodness me, Peter Murrell, the husband of the last Scottish First Minister, Nicola Sturgeon, is under arrest again. Released of course – the only polite thing to do – and to be investigated further – in due course. Well maybe. This is beyond sad, another betrayal as most people whatever they felt about an independent Scotland admired and even liked Nicola Sturgeon as she brought Scotland through the Covid crisis. Lifting its head slightly out from underneath these stained seats of government we find other unbelievable act of fly swatting.

Through The European Commission president, Ursula von der Leyen, the EU have proposed free moment for young European Union citizens and Britons across the borders, allowing young people from the EU to stay in the UK to work or study for reciprocal periods of time. As Ursula said, this would have been where there could be “closer collaboration. The topic of youth mobility is in both our interests, because the more we have youth mobility being on both sides of the Channel, the more we increase the probability we will be on good terms because the next generation knows each other very well.” But Rishi doesn’t seem to want to get to know anyone outside of his home-county set and has rejected that, the government saying that ‘Brexit had ended free movement and it had no desire to reopen that conversation, even with strict conditions on length of stay.’ God help this country.

As I began to write, the question of shipping undocumented immigrants to Rwanda was being batted back and forth across the aisles of Parliament for maybe the fourth time. There is no doubt that if the bill passes, those held in ‘safe housing’ will disappear into the urban ghettos of this country. Some will die, many will be extorted, while only a very few will reunite with their families or move on to make some kind of a life for themselves. Sunak will merely have transported the jungles of Calais to the cities of Liverpool and London. After a night of back and forth from the green seats of the Commons to the tattered red ones of the Lords the bill was passed – at the cost of 1.8 Million pounds per person – before it was time for an early morning cup of tea. It goes to the King on Tuesday evening and goodness knows how he is going to keep his mouth shut and sign it.

It is hard to think about this as I sit on the sofa at dusk watching the evening light soften and glow, as if to say, ‘That was an ok day wasn’t it? The plants in my pots on my small terrace garden must have bloomed for our guests: volunteer Bluebells coming out of home-made compost, yellow Cowslips raised and bowed down. The geraniums and fuchsias are not quite ready to come out of hibernation while the unpruned rose buds are reaching for any weak spring sunshine. The pigeons and squirrels scurry around though the bird feeder needs replenishing and rehanging before the smaller birds will return. But it is dusk and Lucy the fox is back. Her coat is full and healthy while her udder glistens from the recent suckling of her kits. She too has sensed the movement behind the glass, the lights flickering on and off, and has come to check my egg supply. I go to the fridge and get one for her. Sliding open the terrace door I place it just inside the cottage. Tentatively, checking my smell and my seat on the sofa, she steps froward and takes the egg in her mouth, turns and neatly hops off between my pots to trot along the wall and disappear.

Lucy comes for her first egg of the evening Photo by WSM.

She returns ten minutes later for a second egg. How many kits does she have this year? A famous Italian designer has a trophy home just across the wall and with his garden unused for the winter months this could be where Lucy and her family live. The park – with its tall grasses and hedgerows – is just across the road and the canal with its river-rat filled verges is only a quarter of a mile away. Can Lucy and her family live peacefully in that garden or will they too be evicted out of their found safety to wander to find a new place to call home.

This has been A Letter From A. Broad. Written and Read for you by Muriel Murch.

And always overseen by – beatrice @ murchstudio.com

Serving Safety

April 13, 2024 / aggiemurch / 1 Comment

Written and Recorded by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side

When you want a ‘good old American Breakfast’ you need a ‘good old American restaurant’ to go to. There are a couple still thriving on the main street of Novato, in California. We go to Marvin’s. The tables are crammed together, the outside dining that came in with Covid, remains – and for those new to Novato, with small fluffy dogs as accessories, those tables are fine. But for us, not locals but oldies, inside is better. The coffee comes quicker, the menu is there and you only get water if you ask for it. The restaurant is crammed and with a fluidity of a well-honed team the kitchen, and wait-staff dance between us all and even have time to smile and say hello. The clientele inside is mostly old, local, male and large. Which makes placing cardboard on the floor of the tiny bathroom a more than sensible idea. So do the signs posted on the walls, ‘ For goodness sake clean up after yourself’, ‘Anything is possible if you have the courage to make it happen,’ ‘You never know what you have until it’s gone. Toilet paper for instance.’ Returning to our table, my second cup of coffee is ready for me and I am beginning to feel better. And that is the gift that a restaurant, worthy of the name, gives to its patrons.

One of Marvin’s ‘All American’ breakfasts.

For over 50 years Cupertino-based Chefs of Compassion Cooking for a Cause has held an annual fundraiser dinner. A gala evening event of food, giving the attendees a feast fit for their dollars as they support the West Valley Community Services – serving those in need from the cratered and neglected pockets Santa Clara County. It is one of thousands of not-for-profit organizations throughout the country and the world that help those struggling with food, and to get by with things that many of us take for granted.

I stumbled across The Chefs of Compassion when reading of the sudden death of a beloved friend, Chef Steve Simmons. Steve and I first met when he was cajoled onto the board of Full Circle Programs. Barely out of apprenticeship he was far too young to enjoy sitting at meetings. He was busy claiming his place alongside other rising chefs in the Bay Area, such as Ogden Bradley. But he was game and eager to help with my first ever fund-raising event: a screening of The English Patient for the Full Circle Programs in 1997. I didn’t have a clue what I was doing but Steve had everything under control and – if I remember correctly – gracefully served up oysters and champagne. The event was a modest success and we made money for the program. Steve soon became a renowned and sought-after Bay Area Chef in his own right before opening his own success story, Bubbas’ Diner in San Anselmo. Bubba’s was perfect for meetings, family gatherings and just plain, ‘let me sit-down for a moment and gather myself before the next whatever hits me’. With constant affection, our lives crossed paths for over thirty years. Steve’s sudden death from a heart attack brings a personal sadness as it does to all his friends, colleagues and family. He leaves three children to still scramble through school. But Steve’s work carried a constant in that, as well as being a fine chef, his desire to help those less fortunate was a hallmark of his work and is seen so often in other chefs, serving from small roadside kitchens or in world-renowned restaurants. Serving and sharing food is a passion that reaches out from our own kitchen table, to our communities and beyond.

Go Fund me for Steve Simmons Family

Chef José Andrés and his carrots

There are chefs who are known not only for their cooking, books, fame and fortunes but for their humanitarian work feeding the world. Such a chef is the Spanish American José Ramón Andrés who, with a matador’s flair naturally rose to the challenges ahead of him in the 1990’s when he arrived in New York. Success quickly followed success and took him to Washington DC where, dinning in his restaurants, meetings over a meal, discord could become accord. In 2010 Andrés founded the World Central Kitchen beginning by focusing on feeding communities hit with natural disasters but too quickly found itself operating – like Doctor’s without Borders – in areas of conflict – as wars marched side by side with climate change as the cause for famine and disease. While many chefs are artists in the kitchen and business men behind the till, Andrés is also a deeply caring man. Like an army General he quickly strode across the global stage with his humanitarian work.

Wherever war has brought hunger, the World Kitchen has been there, serving the food of the people to the people. The World Central Kitchen has grown to be enormous, serving food and people’s worldwide. Currently it is operating in Haiti, Ukraine, Poland, Israel and Gaza. In Ukraine, chefs and restauranteurs jockey with each other to feed the best borscht to their people, in the Middle East to honour Ramadan and other religions, and now the World Central Kitchen serves in Israel and Gaza, bringing the food of comfort to both Israelis and Palestinians. Though more at home behind a roaring grill or unloading the flatbed of a truck, Andrés fingers are now busy working the computer and phones as he looks to use any influence he has to halt the war in Gaza. Andrés is outspoken in his criticism of anyone who cannot see the need for humanitarian aid and his work is such that nobody wants to be seen not being compassionate. Both Republican and Democrat Senators are known to nod sagely when he speaks. Even in Israel, where the World Central Kitchen immediately gathered forces to feed those affected from the Hamas attack in October, Andrés can speak. But now – as that assault became a full blown war – and Netanyahu seized the excuse to attack Gaza, squeezing Palestinians into tighter corrals with less and less resources, things became personal for Andrés. A pier was built by the U.S. Military where food, water and relief could be unloaded safely and delivered to the Palestinians still trapped on the Gaza Strip. With the precision of a Military General Andrés already had supply workers lined up in a convoy. One, two and three, the vehicles were picked off by Israeli soldiers and all seven of the international volunteer workers were killed. Quickly Andrés took pen to paper and wrote op-ed pieces both in the New York Times and in Israel’s largest newspaper, plus tweets and all forms of media. He wrote “Israel is better than the way this war is being waged,” For the moment that supply route is closed.

Andrés’ stride across the world stage is large like the Ukrainian president Volodymyr Zelenskyy, who is also untrained in the school of politics. Andrés’ schooling in the kitchen as Zelenskyy’s on the stage has given both men the skills of hustle, the art of seduction, both slicing and seasoning each connection to fit and join with another. Is it possible that it is these artists that can chip away at the gates of death, calm the storms of war, and bring a peace at the table.

This has been A Letter from A. Broad. Written and read for you by Muriel Murch.

And always overseen by – beatrice @ murchstudio.com

March Winds

March 30, 2024 / aggiemurch / Leave a comment

Written and recorded by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side

The manicure lasted two weeks which is a long time, but maybe in Beverly Hills they do know what they are doing, as their clientele often need care on a weekly basis. It was fun while it lasted and – as I walked to the orchard – sweet to glance at my hands holding the pail of chicken feed and smile. Back in Northern California the March winds are now in earnest – rushing and claiming the April showers – to bring forth May flowers. We were taught this rhyme as children, as it was repeated to us with smiles when we were bundled up against the sharp north-easterner wind blowing – even though the sun shone – and we were sent outside to play. But the wind is sharp, the air cold, and only in the stillest of sheltered moments, can one feel the beginning of spring.

It is the woodland flowers that tell us spring has come. The irises on the Commonweal Mesa are glistening pale mauve and sharp purple. Bill’s black cattle are fat, their coats sleek and shiny with good health as they graze hock-deep and with heads buried into the grass as lush as I have ever seen it.

On this farm lambing has begun – often in the most difficult of nights, the early daffodils are fading, the chickens are laying more eggs than we can sell, and the swallows are back.

Maybe it is the birds that mark the seasons best. The swallows are now diving into the barn at the end of March. ‘Whew’ they seem to say, ‘Made it home safely’. But now there are two young barn kittens eagerly learning how to catch those on the fly. The bluebirds have returned too. She is resting in the climbing pink rose over the art shop as he has shown her a new housing option and she needs time to think about it, taking everything into consideration – as a woman does. The robins arrived with a loud fanfare and immediate squabbles, fights over sex and ownership of wives and real estate .

King heading in the orchard 2014 when we were both ‘in our prime’.

It is past time to prune the orchard. Of course I am late and I move slower now. But Rudy has sharpened my pruners and they are shiny from his care. He still has the loppers – as there was something not quite right with a bolt and he must be sure I can manage it, such is his watchfulness of us all. As I reach each tree I apologize for my neglect over these last years. But like a hen-raised brood of chicks, some have survived, even thrived while others have stood still, rooted but not growing, waiting for that extra serving of water through the summer months or the loosening of soil around their root ball, enough to let air in but not the gophers. It often seems a futile effort and yet I keep on working. I look at all that we do – trying to keep the land nurtured and yet productive, a give and take between the soil and us and sometimes I feel defeated as if all my work is but a stop-gap between them – the .01% moving in on us – and us moving on into wherever we can go.

The farm calls for focus and sends the world of wars further into the outskirts of my mind. Though the horrors that are occurring all the time – everywhere – still return to my consciousness when I try to rest from the chores that face me here. What is happening in Russia? Who is attacking whom and for why? This latest attack was claimed by an Islamic Terrorist organization maybe just to show that terrorism is another equal opportunity employer? But it matters, not just that – so far – 137 people were killed in the Crocus City Concert Hall attack – but – despite warnings from the US ‘services’ that this was going to happen – and like Netanyahu before him – Putin let it happen. For Israel’s Prime Minister the music festival attack last October was an opportunity to begin a war he wanted. For Putin it is the continuation of blindness that the Russian people matter and not understanding that somewhere in the months or years to come they will be able to say so. Or is Putin maybe looking to the blindness of other Western countries as they fail in taking a truthful way forward? Will Donald Trump find a way through his nine billion sale of something he probably doesn’t even own to stay out of jail and on the U.S. Presidential ballot? Will Julian Assange be shuttled from one secure house to another or is the possibility of honoring freedom of the press still alive? They – whoever they are – are playing a game that seemingly has no rules and we the people – of the West and of Russia, Ukraine, China ,and all continents – are tossed on the sea storms of their brewing.

This has been A Letter from A. Broad. Written and read for you by Muriel Murch.

And always overseen by – beatrice@blmurch

The Guilds

March 16, 2024 / aggiemurch / 4 Comments

Written and read for you by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side

‘How do you manage it Mrs a-Murch?” ‘Manage what?” I asked looking down to the sweet young Indian film student in Pune?” “Holly wood” she replied using two words with her beautiful sing-song voice – speaking the English that has been imposed on her country. I laughed and said that I didn’t manage it – Hollywood – we had long ago escaped to Northern California. She breathed a sigh of wonderment rather than relief and the three – there were only three – female film students in the country’s film school over the next few days took me firmly under their wings as we exchanged the stories that women can share.

But this last weekend I had to mange it – Hollywood – because it was ‘that time of year again’. Oscar was coming. But there is foreplay in the form of the British BAFTA awards appearing in London a month beforehand, like a butler announcing ‘Dinner is served.’ And then in Los Angeles the weekend before the Oscars, the Industry Guilds all give out their awards. It’s a busy time and Hollywood, Beverly Hills and the tentacles of Los Angeles are gratefully twitching and alive with business. But is it enough to reboot the industry after the screen-writers and actors strike that shut down the town for five months last year? Whether you fly, drive or take an Amtrak train into Los Angeles, it is the industry that envelops you. Like the coal mines of Yorkshire, or General Motors of Detroit, the unions here hold power over the industry bosses, which in the film business are the studio heads – whose heads roll with each change in profit margins. It’s a rough game.

The players are divided into teams – called guilds – and they – for better or worse are divided again – into above and below the line. That is – recognizable and exploitable names with star qualities above and those who keep the engines moving throughout production below. At this time of year our mail box is crammed full of glossy Hollywood extra magazines, all promoting this film, that craft, and for a while they are fun to read in the bath, as one would under the hair dryer in years gone by. But some carry dire warnings of another strike as more below-the-line guilds enter union negotiations to protect their health and pension benefits. The Screen Actors and Writers had known names walking the picket lines, but this strike, by the crews that keep the cameras rolling, the boom mic high enough out of the shots, the wardrobe departments sewing and ironing, the stylists and makeup artists gently applying their brushes, followed by the post-production teams of sound and picture editors pushing their faders, clicking their mice, tightening and kneading the films into its best self does not. The teamsters union boss, Lindsay Doughery says “We will strike if we have to”. These crews have been out of work for months as the industry ground to a halt in Hollywood. Actors and writers mostly have enough to get by but many below the line have been pinched and squeezed into bread lines over these last months.

Which maybe was why with the new – almost all improved – Oscar ceremony last Sunday the show opened with teamsters, truckers, caterers and drivers brought on stage for a round of applause. Was this a genuine gesture of appreciation, or a preemptive move to beg them not to strike and bring the industry to a halt again.

But we were in Hollywood the week before Oscar to celebrate and honor a lifetime of editing work by Walter and the added joy of having the kids – all grown-ups now – along to celebrate their father. And to see them – the other life-time of work – each holding their own and living their lives in the fullness of their times. And young prodigies joined the ranks of old colleagues, those who have been in the trenches of each particular film; from THX 1138, American Graffiti, A Godfather here and there, The Conversation, Apocalypse Now, Return to OZ, Ghost, English Patient, Talented Mr Ripley, Particle Fever, Coup 53 and so many more. A full lifetime of work flashed across the screen turning the photo album pages too quickly – “Wait”, I wanted to say – “let me look a second longer”. And did it end with ‘Her Name was Moviola’? The machine woman who beguiled him away for those long hours, days, nights and all times in-between. She, for that machine is a she, is asleep now, resting in an old horse stall, hidden under a pile of boxes, not yet knowing she will never turn over her wheels again, never clunk down on a sprocket of film to cut. What happens to machine relics? How many get saved for a museum exhibit? Like pencil and paper, envelopes and books, the tools we use are changing, but not the emotion that cinema stirs in us.

Saturday night before the Editors brunch, the Cinema Audio Society held their awards dinner celebration. This guild is only 60 years old, and is not as rich or as powerful as the editors or cinematographers Guilds. But while picture without sound can take over our senses, it is sound that sweetens our awareness of cinema. Voices, sound effects and music blended together are the cradle in which the film can rock.

And it is before the cradle that sound comes to us. In 2004 the young voice echoed again, “How do you manage it Mrs ah Murch” when I found myself in Berlin for the Film Festival. Berlin, the first of the years big festivals, is cold, often there is snow, which looks pretty on arrival but soon becomes slushy and grey. I am at a loss, floundering around, and reached for the only tools I had with me: A microphone and tape recorder.

And so I began to record my fluctuating heart beat before moving the mic up over my chest to capture breathing, down my belly for the gurgles that occur with greater frequency when one is nervous. My husband is in the bath, so I kneel beside him, sliding the mic up over his carotid arteries, lub dub, lub dub, lub dub, he doesn’t seem so bothered by Berlin. I walk the hotel hallways where the world’ film makers are hurrying, from one place to another, excited to see the new work and each other.

WSM has taken my Mother’s Symphony and is using it to make a point about our hearing.

I take my recordings back to our room where one track leads into another – blends, fades in and out – but, as in the womb, from four and a half months of gestational life, there is always sound until after we are born – when there is the silence of a solitary crib in a room of one’s own.

Almost 20 years after my Mother’s Symphony was made, played, used in lectures and then put way, film maker Sam Green, found it and then me.

“Could he buy it?” “Certainly not, he could have it.” And so he carefully lifted the symphony tracks from their radio format and slipped it into the opening of his film ’32 Sounds’ where it gently beckons us into the worlds of nature, of make believe and music. On that Hollywood evening, despite strong musical competition, 32 Sounds won for best documentary sound. As the audience rose to its feet It was as if we were all coming home.

This has been A Letter from A. Broad. Written and read for you by Muriel Murch.

And always overseen by – beatrice@murchstudio.com

Navalny

March 7, 2024 / aggiemurch / Leave a comment

Written and Produced for you by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side

The news of Alexei Navalny’s death is confirmed. First offered with a shrug from the Kremlin, for ‘what did you expect? That we would let him live forever?’

This single death takes over my consciousness as I think I can imagine it – while the multiple slaughters are that are occurring in Gaza and on the West Bank leaves me sifting through pictures of rubble, hospitals and carnage, not really knowing who or what I am looking for, or at. Navalny’s death has me remembering the South African Activist Steve Biko. While Wikipedia maintains that his Political Legacy remains ‘a matter of contention’ there is no doubt that he was a forceful presence against apartheid. Wikipedia also tells us that Biko was the twenty-first person to die in a South African prison in twelve months, and the forty-sixth political detainee to die during interrogation since in 1963 the South African government introduced laws permitting imprisonment without trial. Biko and Navalny were both men of their time and place, both political prisoners killed with the direction or approval of the state. It is not uncommon, this singling out of one man whose presence has become more than annoying, but is still only a potential threat to those currently in power.

The English Royal Courts of Justice are wrestling with another moral question ‘Which is the more serious crime: extrajudicial killings, routine torture of prisoners and illegal renditions carried out by a state. Or exposing those actions by publishing illegally leaked details of how, and where, and when and by whom they were committed?’ Now, after ten years, Julian Assange is having his day in court though he is not present. He is reportedly too unwell to even watch his appeal via a video link. Assange has been asking to be able to appeal against the decision to extradite him to the US to face trial under its Espionage Act for his publication of documents, via WikiLeaks. The documents – handed to him by the former US soldier Chelsea Manning – detailed illegal US actions in Afghanistan, Iraq, Guantanamo Bay and elsewhere. While still not having been convicted of any crime he is in his fifth year in high security in Belmash prison. The memory of Daniel Ellsberg who in 1973, was hauled into the legal system for exposing the US government and military activities in Vietnam hovers over this hearing. No-one knows yet what will happen – except that you can bet someone is looking at film rights…

Across the river, the Houses of Parliament are turned upside down with Sir Lindsay Hoyle the Speaker of the House of Commons loosing his cool and his gavel as he tries to control both sides of the aisle. The clamoring from the Labour, Conservative and all parties in between that they want a stop to the bombing and fighting – turns into an uproar for two days – fussing over a breach in protocol that happened due to the rising threats of retaliations to Members of Parliament. It sounds silly – but – we remember the Labour MP, Jo Cox, killed by a Neo-Nazi supremacist in 2016 followed by the conservative MP, Sir David Amess, in 2021 by a Jihadist. Both of these instances occurred during Sir Lindsay’s time in government. Since 1812 only six members of parliament have been killed while in office but the pace of assassination seems to be stepping up in the 21st century. Maybe Sir Lindsay is being super-aware and damning the little rules and regulations – there could be an inquiry – but probability not. Apart from some tut-tutting over the tea cups this will blow over and the government will move onto more important issues as the UK tries again to be relevant and meaningful on the world stage.

But can it? Will the United Kingdom ever accept that, since Brexit, and our disengagement from Europe, nobody is really listening. Last week Zelensky welcomed the leaders of Italy, Canada and Belgium along with the European Commission president Ursula von der Leyen who all stood beside him as he spoke at Kyiv. The US president Joe Biden tuned in by video. Boris Johnson popped over with a few delegates – of what I’m not sure – to wave his tattered flag and tell whoever he was speaking to – that he was sure that Ukraine could beat the Russian forces. But quietly – and maybe not so quietly – much of the rest of the world is not so sure.

Meanwhile Sir David Cameron – how handy is that prefix of Sir – in his role of Foreign Secretary is being a little more serious on the world stage as he speaks up for a two state solution to the war in the Middle East. Just like the Jewish people displaced from Europe in the last two World Wars, he insists Palestinians must have a homeland to call their own.

But Rishi Sunak flew into Wales, so sidestepping the rising concerns of racial bigotry brewing in London. He has hardly rapped Suella Braverman’s knuckles for her racially inflammatory writing and shrugs off Lee Anderson’s remarks about Sadiq Khan, the mayor of London, ‘giving London to his mates’. It’s getting scary – again. Instead Rishi is in Wales standing side-by-side with net zero and climate conspiracy groups of Welsh farmers as he tries to bolster his rural vote. The Welsh Labour government is proposing a new payment scheme in which farmers will have to prove 10% of their land is woodland and 10% of it is quality habitat for wildlife. That’s not so much and in Wales, so full of hills and dales where the sheep roam and get lost all the time.

Rishi Sunak speaking with farmers after he delivered a speech at the Welsh Conservatives conference 2024. Photograph by Peter Byrne

As I write, the home team of Pacific Slope Tree Company is working on my Gertrude Jekyll corner. Jekyll always wrote that we should leave a portion of our gardens to the wilderness and I have stayed true to that. Many years ago – in my naiveté – I planted at least 40 pine trees to provide a windshield and wilderness habitat. The trees grew tall providing a deep shade and soon brambles covering the forest floor. They did create a habitat while over the years the blue jays buried their oak acorns and forgot them. As the pines grew taller and weaker they were harvested for fire wood. Now some of the young oaks are straight and strong, others a little weaker but with more light and air they too could flourish. The last pines will come down now and let the young oaks emerge as a new wilderness.

This has been A Letter from A Broad written and read for you by Muriel Murch.

And always overseen by – beatrice@murchstudio.com

Remembering Oscar

January 28, 2024 / aggiemurch / 3 Comments

Written and Produced for you with WSM by my side.

In 1978 the film Julia was nominated for 10 Academy Awards. Directed by Fred Zinnemann, the film starred Vanessa Redgrave, Jane Fonda, Jason Robards, and – Meryl Streep in her first film. Walter was among the nominees for the editing. Of the ten, Julia won in three categories; Jason for Best Supporting Actor, Vanessa for Best Supporting Actress, and Alvin Sargent for Adapted Screenplay. A few weeks earlier, the BAFTA awards in London had yielded a slightly different crop of awards from its ten nominations with Jane Fonda winning for Best Actress, Dougie Slocombe for Cinematography, Joan Bridge for Costume Design, and Producer Richard Roth for Best Picture. My mother and her pals, whom we had invited to the BAFTA awards dinner with us that year, also scored. With postwar frugality, she and her friends refused to leave opened bottles of wine on the table and so – to my total embarrassment – six bottles were deftly pocketed into Gabardine macintoshes and mink coats.

My mother had decided we were being far too serious about the whole awards business and wanted to liven the evening up a bit. “Why it’s just like a school prize giving”. And – as she often was – she was right. But looking back that year on Julia, spent in England having all four children with us, was for me the best of those film adventures that we shared. And when Julia came to an end and was received with critical and box office approval, we kept Fred company going to a few of those awards dinners, bolstering him in the disappointments and learning a thing or two about how the awards machines are oiled and work. At the Directors Guild Awards dinner, Fred quietly whispered why he believed he would not win, while we could see that he did ‘oh so want to’ – just one more time. Woody Allen won for Anne Hall, beating out George Lucas for Star Wars, Steven Spielberg for Close Encounters of the Third Kind, Herbert Ross for The Turning Point, and Fred with Julia. I’m sure I wore the same outfit – a long pale green dress with no particular flair, more discreet than outstanding, but a dress I felt safe in. By Oscar night, because there had been so much political publicity, we were all nervous. Fred nervous from his long-standing knowledge of Hollywood and its people had a saying, “I met him in 1938.” Meaning I know that type and that style. Our nervousness was because we didn’t know our way around this particular Hollywood. Vanessa Redgrave’s nomination for Best Supporting Actress was already causing a stir but she didn’t show any nervousness. The Jewish Defense League had openly objected to her nomination and were picketing that year’s Oscar Ceremony. Vanessa had narrated a film, ‘The Palestinian’ which was critical of Israel’s role in the conflict between Palestine and Israel – then – in 1977. Vanessa’s acceptance speech did not disappoint. There were boos among the applause and Vanessa never returned to work in Hollywood again.

Vanessa Redgrave as Julia in the film of the same name. Directed by Fred Zinnemann 1977

Looking back on that year, and the politics that were uppermost in so many minds, it is hard to accept where we are now. Everything seems more – nothing seems less – and it is frightening for all of those paying attention. 86-year-old Vanessa, and others who have hit that 80-year date, still struggle and sometimes succeed to put the political and artistic work in a perspective that encourages those who follow. Looking back at that seemingly innocent time – but that was not – we are grateful for the work opportunities we had, and the friendships that grew and formed from mutual respect and bound us together. The friendship between Fred and Walter lasted up to and through Fred’s death. On an April spring afternoon in his office, Fred said, “I’m feeling a little tired. I will rest on the sofa.” On his own terms, it was a wonderfully discreet way to leave.

It seems like it has been raining on and off for weeks. Huge clusters of ladybugs have come inside in record numbers, finding their own warm spots, close to light bulbs and on my desk. The farm is saturated to sogginess. Overflowing water scurries down from the Mesa and bounces out from shallow ditches to collect in the fields, puddling in the low spots until it finds its way to another ditch flowing back to the road and beyond. It is as if the farm cradles the water, rocking it from one roadside to the other. The small roadside streams along the road into town are thick with mud pulled from the hillsides and I can’t even see the watercress that was just beginning to be ready for harvest. Now the Wolf Moon has arrived – gentle and mild while as bright and strong as the headlights from the harvesting trucks crossing the fields at three in the morning. The trucks bounce along, with their headlights shining into the hayloft waking me to watch them. I think of them, the drivers and the pickers, rolling out of bed at 2 am to gather the harvest and drive it to its destination by lunchtime.

Jan 2024 Wolf Moon over Marin by Clint Graves

“Aggie’s breeding frogs.” says one friend to another when we meet in Point Reyes. His friend smiles, and she is not too sure what we are talking about. It is the night-time chorus from our hopelessly disused pond. Somehow – for all of my neglect, water gathers and holds within the reeds, rushes, and Irises and the little green and red-legged frogs settle down to call out to each other. It is at a particular moment in the rainstorms – as if the moonlight on water truly beckons them to sing and mate. There are more, bigger bodies of water up on the Mesa of our town, and for those living close by, the chorus is deafening. Recorder in hand we walk quietly along the driveway but still they hear us. Slowly, then suddenly, all is quiet again as they wait us out. We must leave before they start their singing again.

Even as we slosh about in our boots outside in the dark this song of the frogs brings a smile to all our faces, begging relief from the horror of the wars’ continuum. Here in a failing pond, is a place of renewal and a sign of hope.

This has been A Letter From A. Broad. Written and read for you by Muriel Murch

January – The New Year

January 14, 2024January 15, 2024 / aggiemurch / 2 Comments

Wrtten and read for you by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side.

January and the New Year is here, scuttling along at a pace that seems to quicken each year we get older. But what is our new? Resolutions: lose ten pounds and only gain back five? Follow the wars? Or maybe we just get to keep the old ones? Ukraine, Belarus, Israel, Gaza and Palestine seem to be all I can carry, though God knows there are more states of anguish all over the world. And these holiday months seem to be a time where ‘things’ can get slipped through Government, like jokes and laws passed.

Did you hear the one about Belarus’s President Alexander Lukashenko signing a new law giving him life-time immunity from criminal prosecution – from what crimes is he thinking about, one wonders? Were Lukashenko to leave power, that is, resign “he cannot be held accountable for actions committed in connection with exercising his presidential powers. And also – just for safety’s sake – the law stops opposition leaders in exile returning to Belarus and running as a candidate for president against him. The last leader of the opposition, who fled to Lithuania in 2020, said the new law was Lukashenko’s response to his “fear of an inevitable future”. He’s been on the job – as president of Belarus – for 30 years, and maybe he’s getting a little weary and wants some kind of a state pension.

Alexander Lukashenko, 69, has ruled Belarus for almost 30 years. Mikhail Svetlov/Getty Images

Lukashenko is not the only politician to be seen juggling a little law here and another one under the table, there. The UK’s Prime Minister Rishi Sunak has his hands full with Junior Doctors walking out for a full six-day strike, and the Royal College of Nursing still in formal discussions over nurses’s pay. Someone somewhere is calculating how many extra lives have been lost beyond Covid due to the stand-offs between the NHS and the government. Despite this and the increase in cancellations of routine surgeries – a friend’s gall-bladder surgery has been repeatedly canceled – and the lack of diagnostic screenings for heart disease and cancer, the public remains mostly supportive of the NHS blaming the government for this impasse once again. It is a gamble for this Tory government. If they keep the disputes brewing until after a general election, and win that election, then the blame falls squarely back on their shoulders. If the Tories lose to Labour then Sir Keir Starmer has to rise to the challenge. Will he raise taxes and have the public pay for these services we still hold dear? Rishi is looking for lollypops to hand out and may have found one in the Post Office Scandal that left hundreds of workers wrongly accused of fraud when it turned out to be a faulty computer program. The heartache, broken lives and even deaths of postal workers, and their families, have saddened the country. But Rishi is ready with photo opportunities and sound bites. “People should know we are on it and want to make it right for all those affected.” A new government minister is in charge and getting the right compensation to the right people could earn Rishi some much needed brownie points. But England, like other countries, continues to have miscarriages of justice that remain mis-carried, left lying in government boxes and portfolios like stickie-notes to be eventually scrunched up and tossed away.

‘The breaking point of the NHS, so long predicted, seems very nearly upon us.’ Junior doctors in London, 4 January. Photograph: Andy Rain/EPA

Sir Keir also has a stickie note on his desk. On New Year’s Eve, 16-year-old Harry Pitman came to Primrose Hill with his chums, joining the crowds watching the New Year’s fireworks light up the city of London. Maybe it was a scuffle, a push, or a taunting word which left him stabbed to death. Always a popular destination, Primrose Hill took on new significance during the Covid lockdown as the only Royal Park that remained open and illuminated after dark. Groups, friends, dealers and small gangs came from all over London changing the tenor of the park from safe, friendly and joyful, to edgy, loud, mercenary and dangerous. We were all frightened that something like this would eventually happen, and as community groups tried to tone down and stop the changes they became inevitable as, like rats crowded in a cage, groups of friends become crowds of strangers and quickly fearful of each other. This deep sadness is felt as a community loss, and failure for Primrose Hill, which is within Sir Keir Starmer’s constituency. We look to see if he could show some leadership in this ‘small’ matter and pony up, installing the park gates that have been requested for years and putting the police presence in the park and on the streets on the weekend evening shifts, rather than having them stroll down the High street on a mid-week afternoon.

Harry Pitman was in Primrose Hill to watch the New Year fireworks. Photograph: Family/PA

Sometimes, when I can see the maps, I get it. It is harder from this distance, the ‘other’ side of North America, and many people are better than I in understanding the European and Middle Eastern conflicts. Those who have a knowledge of history, and apply that memory can see further forward than most of us. Reading Archie Bland in the Guardian trying to grapple with, and present, the number of Palestinian deaths, displacements, and destruction coming out of Gaza remains beyond me. It is when I look at the maps, alongside the photographs, and see the flattened buildings and communities, that I begin to grasp the seeming purpose behind such destruction. Simon Tisdall, also for the Guardian, writes chillingly of the similarities of the behaviors of Putin and Netanyahu. I get the scale of it all – I think I do – but it is with the stories that hold the slimmest degrees of separation that I carry. We have friends who are housing Israeli refugees in Paris; another young woman who fled Russia and now lives with her mother as refugees in Tel Aviv; a Palestinian artist who has been silent since reaching out in the beginning of October. Our 8-year-old grandson’s best friend is from Ukraine, living with his grandmother in The Netherlands. These are the stories I can hold in my heart.

Drawing of war by David Borrazás Murch aged seven

This has been a Letter from A. Broad. Written and read for you by Muriel Murch

A Dog’s Dinner

November 25, 2023 / aggiemurch / 1 Comment

Written and Produced by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side

The dictionary defines A Dog’s Dinner as ‘A situation, event, or piece of work that is chaotic, badly organized, or very untidy.’ Such as when an unschooled dog gallops into the scullery for his bowl of specially formulated dog food moistened with a little water. It is gulped down in a flash, the bowl knocked about noisily until it hits a wall. But then there is a pause as his tummy swells. A burp is followed by a belch before up comes dinner again, now glistening and sticky with saliva and the first tentacles of stomach acid. The dog looks puzzled wondering what happened but then he spies the food, all over the floor and with excited tail wagging, eats it all up again. Only a mop and a big dose of disinfectant can clear the damage away.

This is the image that comes to mind after Suella Braverman’s published remarks that homelessness was a lifestyle choice. As Rishi Sunak sent her back to her kennel he had to reshuffle his cabinet once more. Even the newspapers had to print charts with pictures of who has come and gone and where to. We watched – soon to be Lord – David Cameron stride back into Downing Street, knock on the door of number 10 with his tail wagging as he tucks into the mess of Brexit that he created. It looks to be a dog’s dinner all over again.

On November 14th King Charles celebrated his 75th birthday by popping into a food bank between holding a couple of tea parties for people and organizations that also turned 75 this year. A tea dance was held in Dumfries House and then more tea was served at Highgrove with members of the Caribbean Windrush generation, nurses and midwives from the NHS. This week, The Big Issue, a weekly magazine sold on the streets by homeless vendors, has The King on the cover highlighting his Coronation Food Project, launched on his birthday. The King is quoted – saying that “Food need is as real and urgent a problem as food waste,” …. “If a way could be found to bridge the gap between them, then it would address two problems in one.” It seems to take a football player like young Marcus Rashford of Manchester United and a King like Charles the Third to steer this ship into a clearer lake of fresh water.

On Tuesday, we left for Poland and the Camerimage International Film Festival in Torun. It takes a full day of travel getting to the festival and we were only traveling from London. Cinematographers, manufacturers, filmmakers from other disciplines with films come from around the world. It is a jumble of festival and trade faire, a little glamor and a lot of graft for the craft of cinematography. We gather at breakfast, the same as on a film set, such is the comradery of international filmmakers.

The plane landed in Warsaw and the afternoon light stayed for the first hour of the two-and-a-half hours it takes to drive to Torun. Leaving the city there are single-gauge railway tracks that emerge and disappear in and out of the paved road. They are old, disused but along with the tree-covered mounds of larch, silver birch, and pine that cover the detritus of an ancient war, a chilling reminder of the wars past and present. The city names of old wars are now joined with new place markers that move traveling east into Russia and Ukraine, and then south with the eruptions in Jerusalem, Gaza, and Palestine.

The city disappears giving way to bare winter fields. There is very little green left to harvest, only tall dried-out corn to be cut for livestock. As we pick up speed, the farmhouses appear small, even tiny, most look old and decrepit. There are no lights shining to welcome a farmer home from the plow. As we drive north a storm is crossing Europe and for those moments that we are on the open barrier-less road, the raw wind beats across the motorway making this all-electric German limousine slip and tremble and the windshield wipers pick up speed.

We settle into the hotel with memories that slowly come back to us. Beyond the window the river flows fast, the current pushing and pulling fallen trees into the mud. There is no shipping. The countryside is bleak this far north in November. Even though it maybe earlier in the year than our previous visit winter feels like it is coming sooner.

Walking into the old medieval town we pay homage to the statue of Copernicus. Torun is not a big city but as Copernicus’s birthplace it is rich in history and over two million people come to visit each year. Some come for astronomy, Copernicus, science, and some for this festival. Walter is here to join Professor of Astronomy, Leszek Blaszkiewicz in a moderated discussion on ‘Copernicus, Dreamers, Inspiration and Science.’ Held in the beautiful old Camerimage Cinema, the audience is primed and happy to hear, think, and discuss such things. After the talk is over they linger and some have already brought with them the beautiful Golden Book on Walter’s Golden Ratio exploration that the festival produced. The days are busy although we don’t get to see one film.

Mateusz Józefowicz moderates Walter Murch and Leszek Blaszkiewicz in conversation on Art, Inspiration, Science, and Dreams.

On Saturday as we walk over to the main building for the closing ceremony and awards event, dusk has already busied herself with night and the street lights proclaim it is winter. The big theatre has filled up early and fast. The ceremony begins and is almost all in Polish though there are head-sets for translations and it all goes along easily and quickly. The Golden Frog is the symbol for this festival, with tadpoles for the rising stars of cinematography. Each film festival has its symbol, Berlin has the bear, Locarno a Leopard, Venice a Lion, and of course, it’s Oscar for Hollywood. While the Torun festival celebrates the art of Cinematography it is also a huge trade faire. It is overwhelming to see the equipment. The festival also acknowledges the other disciplines and those who – within their fields – carry a particular understanding and integration of cinematography and their own discipline. Walter brought his frog home in 2015 and it sits sweetly and discreetly on a bookcase shelf here in London.

The last award is given and the festival director returned to the stage for his closing remarks before beckoning a line of assistants to file in behind him, and then another line and another, and – as we rose to our feet – he has assembled everyone who made the festival happen on stage. It is the first time we have seen such an acknowledgment from a festival and it seems fitting that it should occur here where the emphasis has always been on the heavy lifting that it takes to be a cinematographer and to make movies. The yellow-vested stage hands arrive carrying three sofas and the recipients of this year’s gold frogs and tadpoles come to sit alongside those who have made this year’s festival possible and still the full audience is on its feet acknowledging that just as Copernicus wrote in his revolutions, we are all like the stars in the heavens and the universe beyond, elliptically revolving around each other.

Brava and thank you to everyone who made this 31st Camerimage possible.

As we walk back to the hotel we can see our breath and the sky prepares to scatter the first flurries of snow. The final party is going strong but we are too old for that and even in flat shoes my back hurts. At the bar, we sit among those who would rather drink and talk than stand and shout, enjoying a glass of wine and a bowl of Polish soup. The next morning camp is broken and the lobby is full of puffer jackets, wheeled cases, and fond goodbyes. We have barely left the city when a huge owl swoops down across the car, just three feet in front of us, and with wings unfurled for balance, he nails his meal of young bunny on the snow-covered grass beside the road. We drive on past the mistletoe-encrusted trees, the wind turbines emerging from the fog where acres of bare apple and pear fruit trees, red and black currant bushes are already dormant, preparing for the winter ahead. We quietly understand that life in this corner of the world is not easy for those who live here.

This has been A Letter from A. Broad written and read for you by Muriel Murch

An Inquiry

November 12, 2023 / aggiemurch / 3 Comments

Written and produced for you by Muriel Murch with WSM by my side.

‘Yes Minister’ first aired on The BBC television in 1980 until it ended in 1988, possibly due to the fact that it was becoming harder to distinguish the comedy series from the nightly newscasts that followed. Among the many quotes attributed to the Cabinet Secretary Sir Humphrey is “Minister there is going to be an Inquiry” to which the reply from The Prime Minister Jim Hacker is “Oh good, then nothing will happen.” Well yes and here we are again –

Baroness Hallett promises the inquiry would be ‘thorough and fair’. Photo from Piranha Photography.

Last week saw the beginning of “Britain’s Public Inquiry” to understand the Conservative Government’s responses and handling of the Covid pandemic. But for the life of me, I can’t find out who is in charge of “Britiain’s Public Inquiry” and what – after the facts have hopefully been gathered – will happen? Will lessons have been learnt? Will those deemed responsible be held responsible? Will there be any retribution? Will anyone be called before a court of law or those pages of documents produced be filed away rather than read. Last week when Dominic Cummings gave his testimony he asked that the inquiry also focus on the broader failures of the system. Reading – for I can’t listen to them talking – it is clear that as blame is shuffled about like pearls under walnuts, the prize goes to the then Prime Minister Boris Johnson. Dominic Cummings likened working with Boris Johnson to driving a shopping cart with a wonky wheel.

It is not without irony that the inquiry is taking place at Whitehall just across the river from the Covid Memorial Wall that was created and painted in 2021by people who had lost loved ones, or worked in the NHS, coming together with the good guidance of the group ‘Led By Donkeys’. Over 240,000 painted hearts cover more than a third of a mile alongside the Thames River outside of St. Thomas’s Hospital. During this time the public were afraid and looked in vain for leaders in the government where all the common sense had been bred and educated out of almost anyone in Westminster not yet of pensionable age. It was like putting drones in charge of the beehive to collect pollen and care for their queen, when all they could think about was kingship and sexual obsession.

From left: Rabbi Daniel Epstein, the archbishop of Canterbury, Justin Welby, and Imam Kareem Farai visiting the wall in April. Photograph: Chris J Ratcliffe For Covid-19 Bereaved Families For Justice/Getty Images

People are booking their theater seats. We follow the inquiry like a serialized Charles Dickens story in the magazines of the day. Up to testify next are the past Prime Minister Boris Johnson, his hovering henchman Matt Hancock, and the holder of the chair at the moment, Rishi Sunak. But it is the failings of one particular individual, Boris Johnson, who was ultimately responsible for directing the government, which will continue to be scrutinized in the months ahead. Johnson’s successor-but-one as prime minister, Rishi Sunak — who was U.K. Chancellor during the pandemic — also has questions to answer. All three men — Johnson, Sunak, and Hancock — are to appear before the inquiry in the same week at the end of November.

Sunak has thrown his dead cat into the ring – by hosting an international AI conference on safety issues that was held at Bletchley Park. The conference produced some back-patting for, and from, the UK, US, and European leaders who attended while getting a nod of approval from the United Nations. Elon Musk arrived to give a speech and chat with Rishi at Downing Street. Both men in their uniforms, Elon remains rumpled and a little unshaved while Rishi rolls up his pristine white shirt sleeves possibly looking for his next job opportunity after this gig is over. So will anything happen from this inquiry apart from “Lessons have been learnt”? The Infected Blood Inquiry – the Stephen Lawrence Inquiry – and the Greenfield Tower Inquiry – have each chipped away at this UK government, but not a lot has changed. Could this inquiry be the one showing that Britain’s democracy has really gone up in flames? I’m writing on Guy Fawkes night – our night of fireworks – celebrating the failure of the 1605 attempt to blow up the Houses of Parliament. We may be holding our breath and will it happen this time? I cannot watch the inquiries – it is too painful – so instead I read.

in an interview, the American thinking and writer, James Baldwin, said “You must realize that if I am starving you are in danger”. And in this simple truth, buried deeply, lies some of the reasons the wars are being fought all around us. Johnathan Freelander writes eloquently and with great heart in this weekend’s Guardian Newspaper, that no side of the Israeli, Gaza, and Jordan triangle conflict are searching for a peaceful conclusion – at this time. In Pulse “Stories from the Heart of Medicine,” I read a translated account from Hadar Sadeh, an Israeli youth psychiatrist working at a Medical Center, about twenty-five miles from the Gaza Strip. Then I open an email from our Palestinian friend and filmmaker, Annemarie Jacir. Each woman weeps at the death of children and physical destruction that they see around them. Each letter could have been written the other.

And see how the war in Ukraine gets roughly pushed to one side even as we know it continues? Old statesmen take planes from one capital city for talks then board another, exchanging their suit jackets for a flack vest as they land in a war zone to encourage young men to face death bravely for their country. Ukrainian President Zelensky rightly worries that this other war is distracting from support to his war – defending Ukraine from Russia’s invasion. How much can we carry in our hearts? And tucked away even further is the news that Russia’s President Putin’s arch-opponent Alexei Navalny’s three lawyers have been detailed. They are facing trial for participating in the so-called extremist group, Navalny’s Anti-Corruption Foundation. If they end up in jail then all contact to the outside world will be lost for Navalny. Each of these eruptions is bleeding like an aspirin-fed wound and all the pressure that is applied will not staunch or stop it any time soon.

This has been A Letter From A. Broad written and read for you by Muriel Murch.